Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Day 27 - Ellen and her first day at school

I have just returned from Exminster and taking Ellen my just 4 year old daughter to school for the 1st time.

For those of you who do not have children it may seem a small moment, but to those who who have children it marks a progression in their lives and those of their parents.

Dressed in her school uniform, handing her over to a complete stranger she who you just met 24 hours earlier and ready to grow up at just 4 it makes you emotional.

I wanted to cry, my emotions were running high in the classroom, the torment of 5 months took me back to the moment when I cried when she was born. When I was lying in the hospital bed you would not imagine days like today. Special days, days when you cannot turn back the clock. They are captured forever on film and in my brain.

People are the most important thing in the World, my life has changed.

I love my children, love my job, love my life, and beginning to love me, why has it taken 41 years to realise?

5 comments:

grange said...

Keep it up Nigel and glad to see you are beginning to love everyone.

Nigel said...

Easy Graham, I think I think of others differently, but not love everyone.

mazzagee said...

You are at the beginning of your life with children. Believe me there is so much more to come there is nothing else to do but to love life, especially the life you have given to them. Boy have you got a lot in store. Don't miss a single moment. It is the one thing in life that is really worth the anticipation. love

Anonymous said...

I really really really hope you love me, you said you dont love everyone, but i want you to love me

Nigel said...

I love my friends and whoever you are I count you as that.