This blog is a story of my diagnosis, treatment and survival of Cancer. On 19/5/2005 I had confirmed to me that I had a cancer found on a tumour extracted from a Tonsil, squamous cell carcinoma (SCC)which spread to my left neck lymph nodes.
I do not or have ever smoked, exercised daily and had a very healthy diet. This log is a quirky, light hearted approach which documented my treatment, and now recovering and living with a cancer that kills one in two people that get it.
Cancer treatment left me alive so no sour grapes, I lay in a hospital ward where people died. With partial deafness and physically less able on my left side of my head, neck and shoulder I said bollocks to cancer. Yes Cancer fucked me up mentally, sometimes does now. It defines my passion for beating discrimination with a big stick in any form and I know what the value of life really means. So at 54, 13 years off cancer you play 40 mins of full contact rugby against a military side for charity you must be bonkers as cancer fucks you up right? Nigel you have a life disability that should stop you doing this nonsense right ? Nope plenty of problems, but never stops me or allows me to whinge, fitter now than I have ever been because I value life. Yes for the past week I hurt, bruised and sore but you know what I am alive, well and kicking and bring on year 14 cancer free.
What more can I say 18 years out of cancer treatment, but still suffering from the side effects now cured (consultants words not mine) father of 2 great children, rugby is my life.